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Thursday, June 18, 2009, 9:17 AM

OH HELLO!!

GEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ :D

Okay, I'm here again to share some LOVELY stuff (:

& This is from Facebook (again)

Felicia completed the quiz "What's your ideal man?"

You need a man who can take care of you. Someone who has his shit together, is professional, intelligent, and motivated. He may work long hours, and travel a lot, but in the long run, he does it all for you. He is focused, punctual, practical and down to earth. You respect a man that has such strong work ethics, and it's hard for you to accept anything less. In return, he'll ask that you be a good homemaker, and that you prepare meals, keep the house clean, and care for your children while he is away earning the money. This is just fine with you, and is actually something you don't mind at all. Just be sure to make time for just the 2 of you, and remember to keep that passion alive so that neither of you get a wandering eye. .

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! BUSINESS MAN # Kisses

BUT, Becoming A Homemaker... ? Staying at home and Preparing meals, keeping the house clean and looking after my children..?????! No way! This is absolutely NOT FINE with me and I really do mind this.... alot. T.T

To My Future -Hubby [ whoever ], I know you're not gonna let me suffer right? *Blink my eyes - that sweet face ` I don't want to be homemaker. HAHAHAHAH!

Anyway, I was actually in a very bad mood until the arrival of this quiz and the final results. It really cheers me up alot. Thanks. & now, I guess I get a clearer picture of what I'm targeting and pursuing for.

So,

❤ BUSINESSMAN :D

Sunday, June 14, 2009, 1:08 PM

SUGAR , SPICE & EVERYTHING NICE.

It's 4:08 am in the morning right now. Damn, It's early ;) Before that I could even hear alarm clocks ringing from few blocks away. & I know one of the neighbours over here, who had he's phone alarm tone in some freaking traditional indian alienic song. Not that, I am any associated with this person and to be frank, I don't even know who the hell he is. Just that, each time if I do happened to stay awake till 4 am + in the morning, that freaking indian music would be played. It's like a... daily routine you know? Oh dear! It really gives me goosebumps all over. Initially, was worse. That music really scared the hell out of me that I actually covered myself under the blanket hoping that the "supernatural beings" would stop haunting me.

Oh well.. SILLY FELICIA (:

Anyway, Just wanting to shared something NICE that's happening recently ; with you guys before I sleep. Besides that, I've got So So SO much work to be done and completed within these pathetic 2 weeks of holidays. So... I thought .. I might not have the time to spare on blogging, instead. & There goes - Right Now (:

The Nice Thing

NUMBER 1 - A Silver Trophy Won From Debate

NOTE* I'm not trying to show off but am just feeling happy about it.

Was along the way round the fountain circle as I turned around when I heard my name being called. 3 Ex-Classmates warmly invited me to sit with them at the Gloria Jeans Cafe. I smiled at them polietly when 3 of them began to exclaim " What's that trophy on your hand?! "

I did some rough explainations.

Rizwana - Congratulations! WOW! Your parents would be proud of you.

Jun Jie - Congratulations (: Wah... so Good uh! Good Job.

Shafiq - Congratulations!

Few steps away from Gloria Jeans - There's Xav waiting for me with he's MOB notes.

Xavier - Not bad uh... Silver for the 1st time. Don't worry, I will tell everyone that this trophy belongs to me & you're just helping me to carry it (:

Felicia - ARGH !! THAT'S NOT YOURS OKAY. (:

Back Home.

Mom and Dad as well as my Brother were very pleased with it :D

Online

Lewis.Cloudnine - gratz

Zhe Fan- WOWits shining eee certs agn so jealous
Zhe Fan -voucher!
Zhe Fan -wow wow wow
Zhe Fan- ahhhhhaha

Zhe Fan- i am happy for u

▪Єυgεחε †εħ▪™:- wei where did you get the trophy hahaaha
Єυgεחε †εħ▪™: - how you get?

Benjamin Poh -lol your is sliver

Benjamin Poh - i dunno how many gold for debate le lor...

Benjamin Poh - and i start debate earier got more exp haha dun sad la i can teach u

2. THE VENGEANCE

ιεωίѕ сιоuđиιиε: my neighbour ask me to drinkw ith them again

ιεωίѕ сιоuđиιиε: ....i mean in drinking lar i beat them zzzzz i won them in drinking zzzz

εωίѕ сιоuđиιиε: now they want revenge invite me to thier house and drink again

VISUAL Changes her personal message to :

MAY YOU DIE IN HELL.

- Mayyousufferfromliverandkidneyfailuretodayandnotransplanationcouldbe

donetosaveyourworthlesslife.

❤育慧同学: wanna see my surgical knife? *HAHAHA

ιεωίѕ сιоuđиιиε: no thx

❤育慧同学: (:

❤育慧同学: surgical sissors?

ιεωίѕ сιоuđиιиε: its ok

Aww.. What can you say to people like this?
People with NO BALLS

lewis.cloudnine: wei just now fun lor

❤育慧同学: ?

lewis.cloudnine: i was racing in the mountain haha

❤育慧同学: then tell me?

lewis.cloudnine: just sharing xD

VISUAL Changes her personal message to : Mayyourbraindismantleduetoextrememotions.

3. THE SUGAR

Felicia is sweet like sugar [ Reaction 1 ]

- ▪Єυgεחε †εħ▪™: hahaha perhaps:P

- ❤育慧同学: bad

- ▪Єυgεחε †εħ▪™: but she can't be kissed

- ❤育慧同学: how do you know

- ▪Єυgεחε †εħ▪™: you said it lol

- ▪Єυgεחε †εħ▪™: kiss through here? what abt the real thing?

Felicia is sweet like sugar [ Reaction 2 ]

Sugar is actually a song.

❤育慧同学: and its very sweet thats what the song is about

and the guy is addicted to the gloss
and kept wanting to kiss her

Benjamin Poh: lol sound like me rofl

& The views on kissing

Benjamin Poh : tmr i force u to kiss me den u know =K

❤育慧同学: i will shout

Benjamin Poh : ok lor

4. THE DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES ON FACEBOOK QUIZ

Perspective 1.

❤育慧同学: do you think i am hot, pretty or beautiful which one

Benjamin Poh: lol

Benjamin Poh: pretty and beautiful got diff meh?

❤育慧同学: yeah jus pick one that you think so

Benjamin Poh: more of hot

❤育慧同学: ...........

Benjamin Poh : haha i think so many people see your upskirt today! so short!

Perspective 2.

❤育慧同学 : pick one.. hot, beautiful or pretty. choose 1 that you think refers to me

▪Єυgεחε †εħ▪™: pretty:)

❤育慧同学: awww. thanks:)

& The Actual Facebook Quiz Results.

You are beautiful all over so any boy could fall for you. Don't try to be sexy, because beautiful is better than sexy.

Monday, June 8, 2009, 4:48 AM

I Have A Question,

AM . I . UNLOVED ?

I feel so empty deep within me. My Hestern 've long ago, abandon me without me realising it. Instantly, I am living in aberration which I constantly mistook it as independence. Have anyone actually bothered to questioned me how I felt?

The rejections that I experienced in class. Where All nasty eyes are on me, they projected vicious thoughts and scandalous remarks. They are MORE than just pairs and pairs of innocent eyes as they may seems. They - the stimulus that causes pressurization. It was so much so that at times, I felt that I couldn't stay on for any longer.

For some reasons, I even began to suspect if my cliques were actually sincere?

I hate to be distrustful. But, do i HAVE a choice?

For a moment, I thought that my nightmares were over but from time to time I get Something similar. Something that drowns me in the river, in the snow with a shiver. Something that took my life. Something that isolates me from tenderness.

- THAT SOMETHING IS CONSUMING ME.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 6:01 AM

BITCH!*

- Don't ruin my repetition.

The most superficial and ignorant creatures in the world. My apology to the female dogs population, this is not meant for you. You bitches have really got nothing better to do uh? A bunch of good for nothing morons sat there and bitch about how diligent I am in trying to gain the attention of everyone. A big round of an applause for your uncouthly behaviours. & A BIG THANK YOU to YOU uncultured people have made my day so.. so.. so MISERABLE. Oh Come'on, don't put on that act, am i right Roshila? Yes, I know that I'm NICE.. but I don't know how the hell did those words came out from your mouth. & Why wouldn't you even bothered to make an effort to phrase them out nicely? You're the double sided gruesome creature.

Oh , (: and not to forget our dear Razges. I should give you an advice for that. In future, if you didn't want to lent your jacket to anyone. Then don't do it for the sake of just doing it or you'll have to soak your whole jacket in a pail of chlorhexidine. It's costy my dear and you're wasting your electricity and water. It's NOT worth it (:

Hell yeah... I'm an attention seeker, well.. I'm just too bored you see. I've got nothing better to do. I act smart like you guys would never understand,

I AM just A MOTHER FUCKING PRINCESS :D

PS: Please take away the stupid assumptions you made
and never to come back again.

You're such a PEST.